blah! blah! blah!
boredom's killing me. i have nothing worthwhile to do, well yea maybe i do have but i'm always doing the thesis documentation thing-y and it's really making me bored.
well today, gone to school to meet up with my thesis mate. 1pm was the call time and i got there at 2pm, hahaha! call it filipino time if you want to, i don't hella care. i'm becoming the sluggish person that i could be, and i know it's not good. but i'm a self-confess BUM!
got home at around 4pm. hubby's supposed to let me come along with them today, he's going to drive her tita. his always driving his aunt during the weekends. but there's something wrong with the car, though am not pretty sure what it is. hubby told me not to come with them already since it's already late. cause it's already past 7pm when the car was fixed. so here i am in front of my computer, bored to death.
anyhoo, about that Ran Online game that i was talking. i already got the complete patch this afternoon. wohoo! i'll be able to play it here in my humble abode. i'm so excited! really! after i post this, i'll be playing ran.
but am still BORED!!!
Saturday, January 27, 2007
boredom kills.
midterm weeks
weeee! midterms finally over. got no worries or whatsovers because i know i did great on all of my subjects, but i'm not saying that i perfected it.
anyway, i must confess something. i'm getting addicted to this online game thing-y. it's about that RAN-online, anybody heard about it yet?! oh well. it's my friends / classmates / thesis mates who got me to play it. the story goes like this: last thursday our exams started at 7am and ended at around 8:30am. then our next exam will start at around 1pm, such a long wait. so there, nagkayayaan. it's my first time to play an online game like RAN but i must admit that i'm kinda liking it. they even let me borrow their installer and patches, which by the way downloaded for a very long time. thank you guys. my only problem would be the internet connection, hahaha. beacause as you can see, i'm only using a dial-up connection. meron na sana ako dsl kaya lang mom got pissed kasi super bagal nang response nila. yan tuloy i'm suffering from buying lots of cards, bummer!
anyhoo, because midterms over. i guess i'm kinda back to the not-so-normal life because i still got the thesis. but atleast the stressed kinda lessen a bit.
OMG! why's studying need to be this stressful?! although i'm enjoying every single bit of the studying process, i just hate the stressful part of it.
btw, i'm not feeling well this past few days. got a very bad cough and colds. but don't worry, i'll be in perfect shape, i guess.
i got to go, still going to do a lot from our thesis documentation.
see you guys later.
mwahhhh
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
save me
then the next day, picture agad ako pagkagising ko. hehehe. went to school kasi pupunta kami ni baby sa sm, meron lang kami bibilin. pagpunta sa sm, kain lang sa tokyo-tokyo. tapos binili na namin yung bibilin namin. tapos dumaan sa starbucks para mag-take out nang frappe. then uwi na kasi birthday nang pamangkin ko e.
basta sa pictures ung naka-color red and white ako nong morning yun. then yung naka-blue, un na ung naka-uwi kami galing sa sm.
i was supposed to be studying for the midterms. kaya lang i got bored kasi si baby tinamad na mag-aral naglaro nang dota sa tabi ko, kaya tuloy tinamad na din ako. buti na lang meron pa din ako nasagot sa exams namin. hahaha. what a luck.
oh well, super depressed pala ako ngayon. it's because of the starbucks stickers. dude, still need 10 of thems. 5 for the featured drinks and 5 for the other part of the card. waaaaa, i'm super making starbucks rich again. yea, i used to ba a starbucks addict way back ages ago. but i stopped it, cause mom told me that i'm making them rich and they are making me a broke little girl. pero ngayon ayan i'm addicted to it na ulit. super want to have the planner lang talaga. 10 stickers guys! please, maybe you can help me with the stickers. a little help would do.
alright, it's already 3:03am. need to have some rest na. be back again kiddos. mwahhhh
Sunday, January 21, 2007
oh life...
hayyy, super stressed out from all the school stuffs.
plus the fact that i need to find a company for my OJT.
OMG! super don't know what to do.
anyhoo, i'm not really much thingking about our thesis. cause we are doing great. all the documentations are done way ahead the deadline. so nothing much to worry, i guess. just wishing we're doing the right thing, so we will passed the defense on february. wish us luck, cause we badly need it.
midterms gonna be this week already.
tuesday, thursday and friday to be exact.
hope i'll do great. way better than my prelims, though i got high grades. what's wrong in trying?! nothing. and what's wrong in challenging yourself?! nothing again.
ok, because am a bit bored. edited some pics, am going to share it to you guys.
yea, i know! am not that great in editing stuffs.
but am loving it and enjoying it, so there.
CLICK HERE FOR FULL VIEW
such a boring day today.
although am a bit pre-occupied by school stuffs.
siguro ganun talaga un, whenever you are doing the same thing over and over again. ma-bo-bored ka din.
e bakit ang LOVE hindi ganun?! hahaha! labo!
ewan kolang kung matutuloy kami mamaya umalis.
i promise my sister that i'll bring her to starbucks today, my treat! wala lang. just felt the emotion of being nice to her for a while. hehehe.
we're like cats and dogs, kami na nga lang dalawa lagi pa kami nag-aaway. hehehe. but i love her, secret lang hah.
PS: the picture, it's scripted. hahaha!
we are always doing a shot like this. at ako lagi ang cruel one. hahaha!
i'll update you later kung natuloy kami or not.
pero sana matuloy, minsan lang kami mag-bonding nang sister ko.
Friday, January 19, 2007
in dire need
OMG! this year's going to be a hell year for me, or maybe not. hahaha.
gt schoolworks, got thesis, and need to find a company to have my practicum / OJT for the summer. yea, summer class is a bummer. i don't even have a freaking choice whether or not to take that fucking OJT / practicum during the summer or not. grrrr. although i am really super excited about having my first job, it's a bummer for me tho cause i like have this lots of plans ahead for this coming summer vacation plus i only got to have all the freaking time in my hand during the summer *sigh*. all those planning for nothing, oh well! sometimes life is really unfair.
anyhoo, maybe some of you out there may lend a little help.
maybe you can help me find a company that i can have my OJT / practicum thing-y.
well, as you can see i've tried looking for a company already but some of them are not hiring anyone for OJT. they wanted a full time employee, or something. but not OJT!
it's really making me a bit frustrated and stressed up as well.
oh well, it's not like i'm asking you to look a company for me.
i'm just asking maybe if you know a certain company who would want to hire OJTs, maybe you can tell it to me or give me their website / email and i'll do the rest.
anyhoo, THANK YOU to those who's gonna help me, as well as to those who's just going to read my blog.
mwahhhh
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
busy little me
haven't been online and updating for a while. got a bit busy with my school work, especially the thesis part. and the internet connection's a bit fucked up lately, am not sure why though.
not much to say, just totally busy with the thesis thing-y.
oh well! have fun you guys.
btw, so much missing y'all. mwahhh
Friday, January 12, 2007
untitled...
01.10 - we (my hubby & i) went to the mall, yup! natuloy kami. my eyes were checked, and gawd! my visions, they're 100 & 150. i have nearsightedness with astigmatism thing-y. the fun thing was when am going to pay for the frame and the lens itself, which by the way cause P4,950.00. i got a discount! 50% for the frame then the doctor ask me if i have an sm advantage card, syempre meron! i handed it to her tapos meron pa ulit discount, wohoooo! the price that i paid lowered from P2,600.00, gee! what a discount right! and to think na sa ideal vision pa ako nagpa-check. anyhoo, the frame that i chose was a black banana republic one, tho i must admit that i don't like it that much. i have my eye on a pink dior, but gawd! the price, it's P12,000.00 for a frame only. kaya i decided to choose na lang nga yung black banana republic, not bad na din naman. but i really wanted the pink one, am going to ask my mom kung pwede niya ako bilan nun sa states. pero kapag hindi ok lang. so after namin sa ideal vision, we went to starbucks. wala lang pampalipas oras lang. pero hindi na din kami nagtagal kasi it's late na din, tsaka meron pa kami school works. mga 12am nagyaya si baby sa kowloon, hahaha! kamusta naman ang midnight snack namin. meron pictures si baby, ako wala. hahaha. konti lang naman pero ok lang. i'm not in the mood to take pictures of myself kaya puro si baby na lang.
starbucks ♥
MORE PICTURES HERE
01.11 - dapat babalikan namin yung glasses ko, but unfortunately hanggang 7pm class ni baby. malamang hindi naman niya ako papayagan to go by myself. kaya we decided na lang na sa friday na lang kunin. besides, super dami pa nang school works namin. oo nga pala, while am waiting for my baby super na-bores ako kaya vanity attack na naman ako. yea, kahit hindi pa gawa cam ko vain pa din. i'm using my crappy phone, but it's ok. super pose ako, buti na lang walang tao. hahaha. kamusta naman ako diba from 7am to 7:30pm nasa school, but it's ok! si baby naman ang hinintay ko e and besides hindi naman masyado matagal yung hinintay ko kaya ok lang. yung lang nong pauwi kami, hirap sumakay. badtrip pa yung mmda, gusto ata kami pasakayin dun pa sa capitol. pausog nang pausog sa mga tao, inabot pa kami nang ambon dahil sa kanya. atleast naka-uwi naman kami nang safe.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
for a bit
don't have classes today. super nothing much to do. except to sleep, eat, watch tv / movies, internet (ofcourse!), in short be the bum that i am. speaking of being a total bum that i am, i'm kinda lazy to blog. hahaha. oh well, if i'm lazy to make kwento then why am i still typing?! hehehe. since i'm typing na din, i'll make kwento na.
last monday (01.08), i also don't have classes. it's my schedule sa school, saya noh! having no classes for 2days was i great fun and a bit boring na din. masaya kasi you'll got to stay up late and wake up late, i hate mornings kasi. boring, kasi you'll have nothing much to do kapag nasa loob ka lang nang bahay.
yesterday, na-late ako sa 1st subject ko. hahaha! what's new with me. i woke up at around 6am cause i need to pee, then thought that's it a bit early pa. kaya i tucked myself again sa bed, ayun hanggang sa napasarap tulog ko. 6:40am na ako nagising ulit. hahaha! so super rush sa pagligo, toothbrush and bihis. isama mo pa ang super rush sa pagsakay nang tricycle and jeepney. it's easy for me to find a jeepney papunta sa school kasi wala masyado jeepney papunta sa quipo kasi nga diba feast of the black nazarene kahapon. i'm not super late naman gaya nong 1st day nang classes after vaca, kaya lang sayang yun kasi meron na ako 1 absent and 1 late. e di minus na yun sa class participation ko. hahaha. then naging super busy na puro sulat and stuff. then i got home mga around 7pm na ata, wait ko pa kasi si baby e. and besides still not in the mood to go home early that day. then bumili kami ni baby nang pares, sarap! yun na dinner namin along with his sister and brother. yea, dun ako kumain sa kanila.
mga 12am, i'm trying to connect sa internet. badtrip na ISP GOLD yan busy lahat nang dial-up numbers. imagine from 12 to 2 ako nag-dial, wala naman nangyari. napuyat lang ako sa wala. kaya i'm a bit wasted na din kanina when i woke up.
i'm still not sure kung matutuloy kami ni baby pumunta sa mall. pero usapan namin punta kami ngayon. kasi bibili kami nang ink para sa printer, tapos baka magpagawa na din ako nang glasses. badly need them na. pero yea, sabi niya pupunta daw kami. still not yet sure pa.
sayang, don't have my cam yet. no time para dalin sa service center. ayaw kasi ako payagan ni baby na mag-isa ako pumunta, e ang lapit lang naman. sabi ko nga sa kanya, how will i learn kung hindi niya ako hahayaan. seriously, konting lugar lang ang alam ko puntahan kapag mag-commute. kasi he's always with me, lagi kami naka-kotse. sweet but still. hehehe. ewan.
be back later. kain lang ako lunch then i'll make more kwento. sa sobrang lazy ko my mind's not organize e. parang gusto ko one word blog lang gawin ko ngayon, pero syempre magulo yung ganun diba. hahaha. pero i'm going to try it nga. sige later na lang, super craving fo my lola's cook na e. super sarap niya kasi magluto e.
Monday, January 8, 2007
the chaplin effect
face so white, so glum, so pale...
PS: it's not my work. i just feel in love with it and want
to share to everyone. give comments to the one who wrote this. she also have lots of great entry. KELLY
Sunday, January 7, 2007
random thoughts
JANUARY 6, 2006
`supposedly i'm going to the mall to have my eyes check. i need to wear glassess na, boooo. but i didn't, baby told me that he would come with me kaya lang he got home late and tired. so moved it to monday or the next, still not sure. super busy kasi sa school.
`gawd! i got a very embarassing story to tell. yesterday, when i got home i paid the tricycle driver P10. i should pay P12, nagtanong pa ako kung nasan ung sukli ko. sabi ni manong "kulang pa nga binayad mo e, P10 lang dapat P12 blah blah blah" nakakahiya sobra. i thought i handed him P15 but then i was wrong P10 lang pala. hahaha! so i gave him P20 na lang sabay sabi "ayyy, kala ko kasi P10 and P5 and inabot ko e" grabe! my mind's flying into emptiness that day. ewan ko kung gutom lang or i'm thinking about my problems.
JANUARY 7, 2006
`nothing much happened to me today. yea, i woke up at 10am. ate at around 2pm, then in front of the computer hanggang ngayon. i better get my ass up, am gonna take a bath now. be back later. sorry for the nonsense entry lately. super not in the mood to tell much stories.
LOSING MY GROUNDS
what's wrong with me?!
why am i feeling jealousy underneath me?! am i really jealous or just being protective.
i hate it and i don't want it.
i want this pessimistic sense out of my system, it's not helping me to become the person that i am. it's ruining my life, as well as the people around me.
i don't know how all this stuff started.
OMG! it's painfully killing me. i may be happy but i am crying in pain deep within.
we are having the greatest time of our life together, suddenly everything changes.
i told you so, this year is not mine. since the start of the year everything is messed up. bad vibes here and there. i'm not used to it.
why can't some people learn to respect others?
somethings not right and i'm feeling it, even if no one spill the beans out.
i know that everything happens for a reason. but the reason behind everything that's happening was unreasonable. things are getting so complicated for me now. i can't figure out everything.
OH GOD! please do help me. am so confused, so disturbed. i can't handle this pain, it's breaking me into pieces.
PS: sorry for this entry. it's a totally disturbing and unorganized. i can't organized my thoughts right at his moment. my emotional state is not stable right now
Thursday, January 4, 2007
vaca's over.
am gonna be so busy with school work, i guess.
but am still going to update you naman, i will, i promise.
first day in school after vaca was a disaster.
my class starts at 7am, but i was late. yea, super ka-duper late.
i woke up at arounf 6:40am. super rush para umabot ako sa 7:15am grace time nang prof. kaya lang bad timing hindi ako aabot. kasi 7am na ako nakaligo, sumabay kasi tita ko. super na-badtrip talaga ako. i was planning to have a good start in 2007 pero hindi nangyari.
so, aun late na kung late. i got in school mga 8am early for my 2nd subject. then nong time na para sa 2nd subject namin which is economics pasok ako agad sa room baka ma-late na naman ako. shitness! ala yung prof namin. hahaha! attendance na lang.
am going to wait for another hour para sa susunod na subject.
buti na lang maaga pumasok si baby, hahaha! kain kami mga 9am, early nang lunch namin noh! wala na kasi time e. oh well, pagbalik namin kala ko late na ako, so i rush up sa third floor dun kasi room namin. pagpunta ko dun wala pa yung prof, saya! naghintay pa ako nang about 10 - 20 minutes bago siya dumating. wala naman kami masyado ginawa. pinakita niya lang yung prelim grades namin. hindi naman sa pagmamayabang pero i got the highest grade am not going to say kung anong grade. hehehe.
aun, wala naman kami masyado ginawa. after nang last subject ko mga 3pm. pinuntahan ko si baby, kain kami jolibee. kakagutom kasi e. last na kain kasi namin 9am pa. hahaha.
sige till here na muna. dito pa kasi ako sa school e. blog muna while waiting for my baby. be back later.
so, we got home from school mga around 6pm na.
pag-uwi wala, hang-out lang.
hehehe! wala ako assignment for now so medyo maluwag pa sched ko to be with him
all day.
dun ako kumain sa kanila nang dinner, hahaha! kapal nang mukha ko!
anyway, siya naman nagsabi na dun ako kumain e. neighbors lang kami kaya madali
lang ang magkitaan kami.
in short, the whole day kami magkasama ang
saya.
sige. maaga pa class ko tomorrow e. 7am ulit. this time hindi na
ako ma-late, sana! hahaha
Tuesday, January 2, 2007
still in a state of depression.
super badtrip pa din ako sa nangyari sa cam ko, asar talaga! ok. nasabi ko na kay mama, nong una super natakot ako baka kasi magalit siya. but then i was wrong. sabi niya ipa-check ko na daw sa service center nang sony, kapag worth it naman yung price dun sa gagawin / aayusin. then go, pero kapag hindi damn! tiis daw muna ako, kapag graduate ko na daw. lintik! that's after 1 year pa.
buti na lang meron malapit sa amin na service center nang sony. sa may rotonda daw katabi nang burger king. thank God at meron na ako nahanap na service center.
isa pa pala, how will i tell my mom bout the cam. tsaka san naman ako kukuha nang pera para mapagawa yun. sana nga minor problem lang na mabilis magagawa. kasi kapag hindi nagawan nang paraan un, hindi ko na alam kung bibilan pa ako ni mama nang bago.
asar pa kasi ang lakas pa nang loob nang kapatid ko na magalit sa akin, siya na nga may kasalanan kung bakit nabagsak yung cam siya pa galit.
anyway, enough with the bad vibes. kahit na hindi ko pa din matanggal.
nagpunta ako kanina sa red ribbon. bili ako nang cake, malamang. marjolaine tsaka choco mousse jr., gusto kasi ni mommy (grandmother) nang cake e. sarap nang cake, kahit papano nakalimutan ko yung problem ko kahit sandali lang. got pictures nong marjolaine, kaya lang nasa cellphone pa e, upload ko na lang later.
sige, later na lang ulit.
so yea, bad vibes to good vibes to bad vibes. good luck na lang sa akin. wish ko lang super worth it yung price.
ano na naman, dapat mga nakalagay sa blog puro masaya hindi puro galit and lungkot. next blog ko iba na talaga.